I still have to test the Bullitt with its new engine. Can’t seem to motivate myself to do it. I know what the problem is – it is fear. Fear of going, fear of change, fear of the engine failing and leaving me with 10kg of metal to pedal around adding to the overall weight. So tempted to buy a Honda CC110 and cruise around effortlessly. Does it matter? And who does it matter too? I have been trying to rearrange my Uni year and that has failed dramatically as they have totally changed my second semester and now I am waiting for a call to find out my fate. When I did the Scotland trip I was just the same – frightened to go out of the front door. Need to look in the bedroom where I have boxes stored: I know I left my back-bone in there somewhere.